”Death's rather like a certain kind of lecturer”, the novelist John Fowles said, ”You don't really hear what is being said until you're in the front row.
So speaks the American psychoanalyst and Professor Emeritus at Stanford University, Dr. Irvin D. Yalom, in his classic "Existential Psychotherapy" from 1980.
Drawing from clinical experience, empirical research, philosophy, and literature Irvin Yalom examines what he identifies as the four ultimate concerns: Death, Freedom, Existential Isolation, and Meaninglessness. He shows how these concerns are manifested in personality and psychopathology and - with this knowledge - how we can confront them.
This blog post will focus on the importance of recognizing and accepting personal death and follows up on earlier posts on freedom, existential isolation and mans' search for meaning in a meaningless universe.
I hope these short introductions will entice the reader to learn more about the existential tradition and what it offers. More than anything, however, I hope to send the reader directly to Irvin Yalom. He is a lighthouse of inspiration for life and any summary of his thoughts will invariably miss many rewarding points and examples. You can order "Existential Psychotherapy" here and visit Irvin Yalom's website here.
With those words let's take a closer look at death.
It is very difficult to facilitate an honest consideration of personal death. Our defense mechanisms run deep and we quickly find ways to belittle the subject or avoid it altogether.
Irvin Yalom urges us to still make the effort. As challenging and terror producing the thought of personal death is, as much life appetite and authentic being it roams. In Irvin Yalom's words:
Although the physicality of death destroys man, the idea of death saves him.
Thus, if you embark on the journey you have the possibility of discovering a source of deep personal meaning and authentic being.
Firstly, awareness of death can serve as a "border" situation that can facilitate a radical rearrangement of life perspective and priorities. Secondly, death is a primary source of anxiety that can cause many self-induced limitations.
With border situation one means an event, an urgent experience, that propels one into a confrontation with our existential "situation" in the world. A confrontation with one's personal death ("my death") is the nonpareil boundary situation and has the power to provide a massive shift in the way one lives in the world. An awareness of death shifts one away from trivial preoccupations and provides life with depth and poignancy and an entirely different perspective.
This realization is experienced among many cancer patients, for instance, that state that they have discovered, that they only live in the "now" and that life cannot be postponed to sometime in the future. And there is no added time for the time you don't use, as some bitterly realize.
According to Martin Heidegger (1889-1976) the awareness of our personal death acts as a spur to shift us from one mode of existence to a higher one, from a state of forgetfulness of being to a state of mindfulness of being. When one lives in a state of forgetfulness of being one lives in the world of things and immerses oneself in the everyday diversions of life. One surrenders oneself to the everyday world, to a concern about the way things are.
In a state of mindfulness of being, one marvels not about the way things are, but that they are. In this "ontological mode," one becomes fully self-aware - aware of oneself as a transcendental (constituting) ego as well as an empirical (constituted) ego; one embraces one's possibility and limits; one faces absolute freedom and nothingness - and is anxious in the face of them.
This has fundamental implications with regards to personal change:
Since it is only in this ontological mode that one is in touch with one's self-creation, it is only here that one can grasp the power to change oneself.
Recognition of death, therefore, is not an enemy, but an ally on our journey that contributes a sense of poignancy to life. Yet, recognition of personal death is also so overwhelming and anxiety or terror provoking that we will use any excuse to keep the question out of mind.
Death is also a primary cause behind anxiety - our fear of the unknown. How can we combat anxiety? By displacing it from nothing to something; that is, from anxiety of nothing to fear of something. This fear can take many forms. From everyday tasks such as fear of flying or taking the elevator, to more serious and important choices. Commitment, for instance, carries with it the connotation of finality and many individuals cannot settle into a permanent relationship because that would mean "this is it," no more possibilities, no more glorious dreams of continued ascendancy.
Fear of death is not acquired with age, but announces itself early in life and forms a part of our personality structure and the development of several mental defense mechanisms. By developing an idea of death these secondary emotions can be separated from the actual inevitability of death. This phenomena is often recognized with dying people, that reclaims a feeling of power and control by choosing to control those parts of life where they can actually assert an influence. And even if one has lost the ability to control anything, one still has the power to change one's attitude to one's faith.
Our two fundamental defense mechanisms against death is our belief in our own specialness and the belief in an ultimate rescuer.
The Belief in Our Own Specialness
We all know that in the basic boundaries of existence we are no different from others. No one at a conscious level denies that. Yet deep, deep down each of us believes that the rule of mortality applies to others, but certainly not to ourselves. "Indeed, Socrates may be mortal, still, I am not Socrates," as a solitary voice in all human beings sound.
The Belief in the Ultimate Rescuer
Another defense strategy is the belief in a power or being that will be there to save us in the end. From the beginnings of written history human kind has clung to the belief in a personal god and no early culture has ever belived that humans were alone in an indifferent world. The belief in an outside savior does not have to be rooted in a supernatural or magic being, however. Some individuals discover their rescuer in their earthly surroundings, either in a leader or in some higher cause. Overall, however, the ultimate rescuer defense is less effective than the belief in personal specialness. It is also intrinsically restrictive to the person and holds the greatest danger of all - the loss of oneself, the failure to have explored or developed the manifold potentials within oneself.
Our search for and belief in help being out there somewhere can cause all sorts of self-induced restrictions where one readily sacrifices both large and small areas of personal freedom to maintain the illusion of an ultimate rescuer. For Yalom, however, it is a central motif that all human beings must realize that there comes a time where no explanations, perspectives or outside factors may shield us from the inevitability of death.
We can become workaholics with the subconscious or implicit conviction that we "move forward" and "work our way up." By projecting ourselves into the future, by making plans and "be on our way" we can keep death at a distance. The project is doomed, however, and at some point we all realize that we have stopped growing up and has begun to grow old. Up till then, life may have seemed an endless upward slope with nothing but the distant horizon in view. But suddenly one have reached the crest of the hill, and there stretching ahead is the downward slope with the end of the road in sight - far enough away, it's true - but there is death observably present at the end.
As John Donne asked:
And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls. It tolls for thee.
Death cannot be ignored in any extensive venture of self-exploration, because a major task of the mature adult is to come to terms with the reality of decline and diminshment. When the illusion of immortality collapses, many individuals feel that had they only known, truly known this earlier, they would have lived differently.
But if you manage to develop a healthy and reflected relation towards death, you increase your life appetite. Moreover, a sense of fulfillment, a feeling that life has been well lived, mitigates against the terror of death. Friedrich Nietzsche (1844-1900), in his characteristic hyperbole, stated:
What has become perfect, all that is ripe - wants to die. All that is unripe wants to live. All that suffers wants to live, that it may become ripe and joyous and longing - longing for what is further, higher, brighter.
And despite one's current feelings and thoughts it is not necessary that one experience forty years of whole, integrated living to compensate for the previous forty years of shadow life. Even a few intense days can motivate an existential change where one retrospecitvely floods one's entire life with meaning.
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Yalom mentions a number of exercises that can facilitate the idea of personal death:
Timeline: On a blank sheet of paper draw a straight line. One end of the line represents your birth; the other end, your death. Draw a cross to represent where you are now. Mediate upon this for five minutes. This short, simple exercise almost invariably evokes powerful and profound reactions.
"Disidentification": Write eight important answers to the question "Who am I?" on eight separate cards. Review the answers and arrange the cards in order of importance and centricity: the more peripheral responses at the top, and the answers closest to your core at bottom. Study each card for 2-3 minutes and meditate on what it would be like to give up that attribute. Following this, it is advisable to go through the procedure in reverse.
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In the words of Irvin Yalom, in one sense it is not difficult to discover the nature of death:
The method is deep personal reflection. The conditions are simple: solitude, silence, time, and freedom from the everyday world. If we can brush away or "bracket" the everyday world, if we reflect deeply upon our "situation" in the world, upon our existence, our boundaries, our possibilities, if we arrive at the ground that underlies all other grond we invariably confront the givens of existence, the "deep structures."
With those last words of advice from Irvin Yalom we conclude this introduction to "Existential Psychotherapy."
I hope these introductions have enticed the reader to learn more about the existential tradition and once again I warmly encourage the reader to head directly to Irvin Yalom himself. He is a goldmine of inspiration. You can order his book here and visit his website here.
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